[Happyme]

Seismic Shift ?
Omg this is not good
I keep a record of all my feelings and doses , etc etc each day and whether I feel horny etc etc
Every day I ask myself
“do I want to be a woman”
Every day the answer for almost 10 months on pm has been a rock solid NO
This week for the last 4 days, the answer has been
Ummmmmm no , and that’s small no as in unsure,
And believe me for some they may have started like that and not altered, but for me an alpha male that is a massive movement,
Now to this brain rewiring theory , I am not sure now ?

Julie

I`m not quite sure How that works in all honesty, esp when you ask yourself “do I want to be a woman”.
for me it`s a case of I already AM female, what`s can I do about being in this body?
there`s no wanting to BE or to Become female.
so do you mean Body only in your question?

if it`s Mind as Well, then I`d be Very carefull! because it means that there May be a perfectly Valid Male side to you that you could be "injuring" so to speak.
the reason I say this as that it`s widely accepted conventional wisdom that 3 Months is more than plenty for a test before things get irreversible. in that 3 months you`ll Know! you really will.
maybe it`s the Techy Geek in me, but the way I see it is this, I`m running Female Software on Male hardware (and Now some parts unlicenced female hardware LOL).
if you have male hardware and software with perhaps a few Fem glitches, it would seem really drastic to try and overwithe all the male software just to get to those few glitches.

Thanks Katie!
I had read that statement a few weeks back "your not becoming a woman because you already are" your just letting her out.
I think that statement should be at the top of every TG thread.
Personally I think it makes many choices easier.
I took a SAGE test many years ago and was struck to find that I need both genders in my life to function correctly. So my life is a little boy and a lot of girl. When I need boy I do it and its done, my normal mode of life is girl, but there are times when I have to let him out. It works for me, even though I get frustrated some times when I dont get enough Bobbi time.
Excellent explanation using software and hardware too. Your a genius!
Bobbi