23-07-2016, 08:55 PM
(15-07-2016, 06:35 PM)jannet.duff Wrote:I'm in the same boat. Idk if I could ever go full time. Its a crazy up and down hill.(15-07-2016, 05:23 PM)iaboy Wrote: Ya Janet. She sort of gets the idea. She tried to describe how she understands the different shades of the rainbow, them are her words. I am just not sure where I want to go from here other than I do not want to fully convert.
As I have said in a few other musings here. I would like to get to a point where if I want to go out as a man, I can. But, if I want to go out more "frilly" I can and carry it off pretty good.
In my brain, I still cant rap my mind around it yet, but that's the best description I can put out.
If I am honest with myself, thats about were I am too. I do not see my self being brave enough to live as a female full time, not at the expense of my family / job / friends ect. I feel i`m feminising my self enough to keep me happy in myself.