[PaulaJ]

I've been cycling off PM for about a week every 4-6 weeks to keep things working down there anyway. Might as well cut while I do that, and maybe do it for a few weeks. I need to do something intense to get past the plateau I'm at, though once I get past there, I may see if I can continue to lose weight while taking maybe just 500mg of PM and working out really hard and being really strict about my diet. I am not going to just cut until I'm all the way down to my target weight. I have way too much weight to lose to do that and not also lose a lot of muscle, so I'll have to have some mini bulk phases and rest phases also, might take higher dose PM during those.

I really do have a clear picture of the body I want now. When I was bodybuilding before, I was going for some muscular male body like Schwarzenegger that didn't really fit my personality, and is very hard to achieve. I think I can achieve getting the athletic female body I want. Overall, I just want to feel attractive. I'll never feel that being this fat.

This thread has really made me think. Thank you.