[Pinnochia]

I've been cycling off PM for about a week every 4-6 weeks to keep things working down there anyway. Might as well cut while I do that, and maybe do it for a few weeks. I need to do something intense to get past the plateau I'm at, though once I get past there, I may see if I can continue to lose weight while taking maybe just 500mg of PM and working out really hard and being really strict about my diet. I am not going to just cut until I'm all the way down to my target weight. I have way too much weight to lose to do that and not also lose a lot of muscle, so I'll have to have some mini bulk phases and rest phases also, might take higher dose PM during those.

I really do have a clear picture of the body I want now. When I was bodybuilding before, I was going for some muscular male body like Schwarzenegger that didn't really fit my personality, and is very hard to achieve. I think I can achieve getting the athletic female body I want. Overall, I just want to feel attractive. I'll never feel that being this fat.

This thread has really made me think. Thank you.

Im with you fully, on all accounts,, am ready for a thinner me even if it means the reduction of my mounds. I was always thin until i got into my 30,s then it slowly began to change,, i just have to change it back,, the thing most people dont realize is that dieting isnt easy for anyone , but it can be for body builders,, because we have already changed our form in the past,, we have the mind set for it. best wishes to you on your journey,,