25-08-2016, 06:57 PM
The weight lose is not going as well as id initially planned.
Largely because im so divided in my intentions,,, I have become very attached to my breasts,, so much so they are inhibiting my resolve to focus on weight lose.
I dont make decisions lightly, in fact i agonize over them ,,always have. Going shopping is a nightmare,,( too many choices LOL,,,).
But ive really got to get a grip for a few months and do this,, the only way in the past ive ever accomplished anything of worth,was through ,tunnel vision, real diciplined focus,,.And every day when i rise, these growing boobs have become the focus.one of the most important ones in my life.
And frankly that will never change,, as long as i have (even little nubs) ill be fixated and fascinated with them. But i also know they arent going anywhere,, oh they may shrink a bit,,but when i get to my weight goal, there'll still be stuff projecting from my chest.
Right now , my focus is divided, i hit the exercises, really go for it,, but at the same time i dont stop feeding my boobs,, and the stuff ive chosen, the present path, consists of things that take away any weight lose gains i make.
Soooo, im going to have to take a hiatus from my breast work awhile until i get where i need to be. Be able to go to bed and rise for a few months with just one intention, burning calories,, and then believe it or not it will happen rather quickly.lol.
I LOVE YOU GUYS, you,ve become family to me, and i will be back, (once i have trimmed my body down to that Poly-esq physic
i really need for this portion of my life.
Many of you are young, and have an amazing expanse of time before you to create in,,those of us that are,,,,(almost-elderly lol) cant mess around if we ever want to see our goals,,, today is the day to get real about it ,,and get started.,( it has to be).
I just wanted you all to know where im at in all this, and not speculate when i temporarily go missing in action. When i come back ill be happier with myself, and hopefully much more attractive,lol. you guys take care, stay safe,,and love each other, and ill see ya in a few months,, (I promise).
Largely because im so divided in my intentions,,, I have become very attached to my breasts,, so much so they are inhibiting my resolve to focus on weight lose.
I dont make decisions lightly, in fact i agonize over them ,,always have. Going shopping is a nightmare,,( too many choices LOL,,,).
But ive really got to get a grip for a few months and do this,, the only way in the past ive ever accomplished anything of worth,was through ,tunnel vision, real diciplined focus,,.And every day when i rise, these growing boobs have become the focus.one of the most important ones in my life.
And frankly that will never change,, as long as i have (even little nubs) ill be fixated and fascinated with them. But i also know they arent going anywhere,, oh they may shrink a bit,,but when i get to my weight goal, there'll still be stuff projecting from my chest.
Right now , my focus is divided, i hit the exercises, really go for it,, but at the same time i dont stop feeding my boobs,, and the stuff ive chosen, the present path, consists of things that take away any weight lose gains i make.
Soooo, im going to have to take a hiatus from my breast work awhile until i get where i need to be. Be able to go to bed and rise for a few months with just one intention, burning calories,, and then believe it or not it will happen rather quickly.lol.
I LOVE YOU GUYS, you,ve become family to me, and i will be back, (once i have trimmed my body down to that Poly-esq physic
i really need for this portion of my life.Many of you are young, and have an amazing expanse of time before you to create in,,those of us that are,,,,(almost-elderly lol) cant mess around if we ever want to see our goals,,, today is the day to get real about it ,,and get started.,( it has to be).
I just wanted you all to know where im at in all this, and not speculate when i temporarily go missing in action.
When i come back ill be happier with myself, and hopefully much more attractive,lol. you guys take care, stay safe,,and love each other, and ill see ya in a few months,, (I promise).