27-09-2016, 10:56 PM
O.K., here goes today's. I thought it was very interesting.
So, she stated she would like to know more about me. That she thought I was under a dark cloud of sorts. She thought I looked troubled.
I told her that my back had been giving me problems, especially the last 3 -4 days. She said that she studied a discipline of therapy that believes many physical disorders can be traced back to suppression or denial of problems or perceived problems.
She stated, that she felt I have always been of "dual nature", but that I learned or was trained to deny my female side. She thought this life long denial could of been a root cause of my major heart attack, my back problems etc. And the reason I thought I had "Late Onset" Transgenderism was in fact due that I had been leading such a fast paced and busy life I was subconsciously denying my other half. (female side). And she feels that is what cause me to have heart problems and possibly other health issues.
She suggested on the last session, that I should go to another city and go out on the town, rather it was my fem self, or in between. But she thought it would be best to be a total fem for at least a weekend. She restated that again today, she said she would love to see me right after my "Girl weekend out" and she would bet my mood, outlook and demeanor would be totally better.
I told her that was intriguing thought. But would love to have company not for physical safety, but for camaraderie aspect of it. You know, chit chat, shopping or dining out.... whatever.
I am seriously thinking about that, but just don't have a clue as to someone that lives close, or would meet in the middle that I could be comfortable around. Oh well, I guess that will be one of my next projects.
So, she stated she would like to know more about me. That she thought I was under a dark cloud of sorts. She thought I looked troubled.
I told her that my back had been giving me problems, especially the last 3 -4 days. She said that she studied a discipline of therapy that believes many physical disorders can be traced back to suppression or denial of problems or perceived problems.
She stated, that she felt I have always been of "dual nature", but that I learned or was trained to deny my female side. She thought this life long denial could of been a root cause of my major heart attack, my back problems etc. And the reason I thought I had "Late Onset" Transgenderism was in fact due that I had been leading such a fast paced and busy life I was subconsciously denying my other half. (female side). And she feels that is what cause me to have heart problems and possibly other health issues.
She suggested on the last session, that I should go to another city and go out on the town, rather it was my fem self, or in between. But she thought it would be best to be a total fem for at least a weekend. She restated that again today, she said she would love to see me right after my "Girl weekend out" and she would bet my mood, outlook and demeanor would be totally better.
I told her that was intriguing thought. But would love to have company not for physical safety, but for camaraderie aspect of it. You know, chit chat, shopping or dining out.... whatever.
I am seriously thinking about that, but just don't have a clue as to someone that lives close, or would meet in the middle that I could be comfortable around. Oh well, I guess that will be one of my next projects.