[jannet.duff]

I can see oming out to our own doctors being a traumatic experience ( and it was ). But the gender doctor I would'nt have thought should be a problem, after all they know exactly why you are there.  All you are going for is to ask for the medication to take all your pain and GD feelings away.  ( It's estrogen and spiro ).
I cried after telling my family doctor, I felt like a weight had been lifted. I was smiling after the gender Dr's visit. My journey was beginning.

I am sure your feelings during and after. the visit will be similar.

Good luck.

Oh I know, it nothing he hasn't seen or experienced before.  It's just hoping you get accepted into the program or not and still somewhere in you mind is the .....  "Am I doing the right thing?" at the last minute.   It's akin to falling in love, but still unsure about marriage or even living together type of thing, is the closest thought I can think of.

The thing I found under PM, is it gave your body some the estrogen it desired. Then when your around your male friends or work mates, you think WTF am I doing. I a ducking male, I shouldn't be thinking like this. Then I took a break and felt suicidal. 
Under bio estrogen, those WTF feelings are still there, but I no longer hate what I see in the mirror. 

That to me is a big step forward. 

However, I still wish I didn't feel like this. I just want to feel normal in my own skin.