[The First Aria]

I can relate to quite a few things that you went through....   Especially your description of "Girl Envy".  That is how my GD rears  it's head.  Like I told on one of my threads as well as my gender doctor yesterday.  I always admired the physical form, not just sexually, but aesthetically too.  And when I am in a "mood", it gets me down knowing that I wished my GD would of reared up in more noticable ways when younger when I could of been more at ease with the situations it presents.

All in life, I suppose, eh?