[Sofia Bunny]

Oh Jannet, I'm sorry things seem to be a bit bleak.  What happens, happens, so much is not always in our immediate control.  Whatever happens, I pray you have the strength to continue on and be happy no matter what.  I pray you have the strength to accept the possibility of tomorrow, but the discipline to not worry about it now, and process it if it ever comes to be.  Enjoy the now, what you have, give her a reason to love all of you.  if it isn't enough ... then sadly it is her loss.  I know it may sound odd coming from me, given my own situation, but mine stems a bit deeper in that my children are still so little, a woman scorned is not one to be trifled with, and I fear she'd use that against me.  Anyways, live for the now and enjoy what you have while you have it.  Hell, tomorrow the world could end, and you'd spent you're last day worrying for nothing.   hugs