01-11-2016, 01:17 AM
After my earlier reply ive had alot of time to think, talk to others, seek out opinions. Its shown me, NBE/HRT cant change you mentally. E just makes it easier to understand your own feeling, and feel like you can 'Actually' achieve such goals.
When i started back on this journey, i was convinced it would not work again. I said i would never go to HRT, i would stay male no matter what happens and i will just have to deal with it. but after weeks, and months. The feelings, inside and out. The emotions, and understandings i came to with those emotions. I realised, im only holding myself back because of fear. - Speaking to others, it showed me E unlocks the mind, it gets rid of those limitations. the things we once believe to be impossible, seem more possible each day. The desires we once had change and mold to are real desires inside, to be outside.
Im still not sure what i want to do, or if this is all just some Pink-Fog ive swallowed in the form of a pill. - But it still hasnt stopped me from hitting that button, and going the HRT route now.
So, YMMV. But, i think what we 'Dont' wish for, is less not what 'wish' for, but what we fear. Because that thought has always been there.
When i started back on this journey, i was convinced it would not work again. I said i would never go to HRT, i would stay male no matter what happens and i will just have to deal with it. but after weeks, and months. The feelings, inside and out. The emotions, and understandings i came to with those emotions. I realised, im only holding myself back because of fear. - Speaking to others, it showed me E unlocks the mind, it gets rid of those limitations. the things we once believe to be impossible, seem more possible each day. The desires we once had change and mold to are real desires inside, to be outside.
Im still not sure what i want to do, or if this is all just some Pink-Fog ive swallowed in the form of a pill. - But it still hasnt stopped me from hitting that button, and going the HRT route now.
So, YMMV. But, i think what we 'Dont' wish for, is less not what 'wish' for, but what we fear. Because that thought has always been there.