01-11-2016, 01:52 PM
Ok, I`m starting to feel a little bit nervous now! in less than 24 hours time it will be over and done, and then it`s be the Next thing (whatever that mgiht be????), I pretty sure that when I go in there and tell her nothing bad`s going to happen, she`s not going to press a secret buzzer under her desk so security can whisk me away to some padded cell and feed me thorazine and largactyl before I have my ECT that`ll leave 2 smoking holes where my eye balls used to be, I`m pretty sure that won`t happen.
I`m pretty sure?
so what am I worried about? I have no idea really but I am.
I`m going to have myself a nice long hot bath (and a shave in case she wants to inspect my chest) and try and figure out what I`m worried about here.
I know I need to do this, and I know I Will do it, but it`s really scary for some reasons I can`t even explain to myself.
*sigh*
I`m pretty sure?
so what am I worried about? I have no idea really but I am.
I`m going to have myself a nice long hot bath (and a shave in case she wants to inspect my chest) and try and figure out what I`m worried about here.
I know I need to do this, and I know I Will do it, but it`s really scary for some reasons I can`t even explain to myself.
*sigh*