01-11-2016, 10:27 PM
I know we were talking on #NBEchat when it happened, and how crazy that night went. I seen how you were feeling through your words and reactions. The roller coaster you have been on leading up to, during and now. But, i know in time things will turn out for the best.
Jessica's reaction is right on the money. Its not something you can plan to perfection and even have go right. The way it went wasnt perfect and the both of you have much to deal with.
But at the same time, you are still you. You have always been you, the you on the inside has not changed. You are just happier now, more satisfied to be alive and be you. Not searching for all the answers to the questions you have yet to understand. You have reached a point where you can be satisfied with that bit of happiness you were searching for. - If she has a hard time understanding that, then try to explain it to her. But, its unfair for her to make you unhappy, just for her selfish desires to take over. that will lead to problems too.
You both need that room to grow again, yes, she feels hurt. Doesnt know how to really react and is trying to backlash, while understanding, you did it this way not to hurt her. But, still all the same, that balance she is searching for, is not being found easily.
Well, thats my opinion anyways. -
Remember, You always have friends here. Your never alone through your adventures, in happiness and in pain. So hold on to what makes you happy, because happiness can be quite fleeting.
Jessica's reaction is right on the money. Its not something you can plan to perfection and even have go right. The way it went wasnt perfect and the both of you have much to deal with.
But at the same time, you are still you. You have always been you, the you on the inside has not changed. You are just happier now, more satisfied to be alive and be you. Not searching for all the answers to the questions you have yet to understand. You have reached a point where you can be satisfied with that bit of happiness you were searching for. - If she has a hard time understanding that, then try to explain it to her. But, its unfair for her to make you unhappy, just for her selfish desires to take over. that will lead to problems too.
You both need that room to grow again, yes, she feels hurt. Doesnt know how to really react and is trying to backlash, while understanding, you did it this way not to hurt her. But, still all the same, that balance she is searching for, is not being found easily.
Well, thats my opinion anyways. -
Remember, You always have friends here. Your never alone through your adventures, in happiness and in pain. So hold on to what makes you happy, because happiness can be quite fleeting.