31-12-2016, 12:25 PM
Dear All,
I`v been putting this off for some weeks now, but it`s really time for me now.
For quite a while now I`v not really felt Trans* at all, it`s been something that`s come as quite a surprise to me, but I just feel Female and nothing else.
I don`t feel in anyway Male or Trans* or anything, I expected to, I thought I would always feel Trans* especially as I accepted it as being part of what I am and the work it took to reach that acceptance, but now even that`s Gone.
I don`t know what it means, but I know I have to leave it behind me now, and just get on with my life as a regular girl.
the last 12+ months have been Very Trans-centric and I`m glad I`v taken this time off from everything to find myself, but I need to move on now.
I live fulltime as female, my name and title is female and my documents are in the process of reflecting this too, I "pass" and come as go as I please amongst the general population without issue or hostiliy, I`m out to everyone that matters and my SRS is in the pipeline too and will be sorted out all in good time.
For the first time in my life, I`m Truly happy!
But I need more, I need to get a social life outside of Trans circles, I need to discovery and do the things I enjoy as myself, I`ll probably sell one or maybe even both of businesses (I`m not sre yet) and maybe start something New and exciting, I don`t know, but I do know that the big wide world and adventure awaits me out there and I want some of it.
I think I understand now why some of the other girls on here have eventually just disappeared in the past, and I totally get it. I`ll probably not be comming back either, so BE GOOD!
I have to thank All of you who`ve been there from the start and the middle and towards the end too, without you all I don`t think my journey would have been possible or as easy, you`re all truly an Inspiration!
so I say this in a flood of tears right now, I love you all so Very Much! and Thank You!
This butterfly has to spread her wings now and Fly...
Love, Katherine xx
I`v been putting this off for some weeks now, but it`s really time for me now.
For quite a while now I`v not really felt Trans* at all, it`s been something that`s come as quite a surprise to me, but I just feel Female and nothing else.
I don`t feel in anyway Male or Trans* or anything, I expected to, I thought I would always feel Trans* especially as I accepted it as being part of what I am and the work it took to reach that acceptance, but now even that`s Gone.
I don`t know what it means, but I know I have to leave it behind me now, and just get on with my life as a regular girl.
the last 12+ months have been Very Trans-centric and I`m glad I`v taken this time off from everything to find myself, but I need to move on now.
I live fulltime as female, my name and title is female and my documents are in the process of reflecting this too, I "pass" and come as go as I please amongst the general population without issue or hostiliy, I`m out to everyone that matters and my SRS is in the pipeline too and will be sorted out all in good time.
For the first time in my life, I`m Truly happy!
But I need more, I need to get a social life outside of Trans circles, I need to discovery and do the things I enjoy as myself, I`ll probably sell one or maybe even both of businesses (I`m not sre yet) and maybe start something New and exciting, I don`t know, but I do know that the big wide world and adventure awaits me out there and I want some of it.
I think I understand now why some of the other girls on here have eventually just disappeared in the past, and I totally get it. I`ll probably not be comming back either, so BE GOOD!
I have to thank All of you who`ve been there from the start and the middle and towards the end too, without you all I don`t think my journey would have been possible or as easy, you`re all truly an Inspiration!
so I say this in a flood of tears right now, I love you all so Very Much! and Thank You!
This butterfly has to spread her wings now and Fly...
Love, Katherine xx