Hi
I am Nikki9
Although I support you I want to give you advice.
First instead of trying to do this and get caught. I suggest you talk to your parents. They might surprise you and as you discus it with them they might understand how you feel.
Just getting a high enough estrogen level is not going to throw your body into mode B and you become a girl. It takes time, and seeing your living at home you will be noticed. They will smell you first as your pheromones change and your smell utterly is different.
Unless your living in texas or some other crazy USA state that hates trans ppls Im sure they will be up for taking to you about it and you will then hopefully be able to go ahead and plan further.
As far as BO they say it takes 6 months before your body is reprogrammed. I have now been on it for a year. I do not think if I stop my body going to just continue on being female on the inside I dont think it is going to work like that.(I could be wrong but I dont think its true) The main supporter of this theory or lie was transfemme, so I do not know. I currently have 2 more months of pills and dont intend to stop right now so I wont find out yet.
The other thing is you wont be able to hide the changes from your parents. Once your breast Budd they are there for all to see. And being so young id expect good results.
As far as feminizing your body thou or becoming a woman I do suggest you think it over long and hard very hard it is a decision that will affect the rest of your life. Im sure all of us here will support you in it but make sure its something you want and know why you want it.
If your parents support you thou after you have talked with them explained to them why you need this, I would suggest going to a gender therapist and having atleast one session with them at your age its not going to hurt your just going to talk and discuss what you want to do.
If you do start on BO please let your body get use to it start at no higher then 2 pills a day for a month then if your growth stalls rev up by 1 pill each time it stalls rev up by one pill.
Please do not think by taking 10 pills a day your going to get faster results you could physically harm yourself.
I am at 1 year. And currently my program goes from 8-12 pills in for a week for 3 weeks. You can look up my thread if you want plenty of pictures there for results but please again do not start above 2 pills and do not harm your body.
Good luck and I wish you the best
Nikki9
PS what your attracted to is your own preference taking BO will not change that. My balls have not shrunk much or fallen off yet
I am Nikki9
Although I support you I want to give you advice.
First instead of trying to do this and get caught. I suggest you talk to your parents. They might surprise you and as you discus it with them they might understand how you feel.
Just getting a high enough estrogen level is not going to throw your body into mode B and you become a girl. It takes time, and seeing your living at home you will be noticed. They will smell you first as your pheromones change and your smell utterly is different.
Unless your living in texas or some other crazy USA state that hates trans ppls Im sure they will be up for taking to you about it and you will then hopefully be able to go ahead and plan further.
As far as BO they say it takes 6 months before your body is reprogrammed. I have now been on it for a year. I do not think if I stop my body going to just continue on being female on the inside I dont think it is going to work like that.(I could be wrong but I dont think its true) The main supporter of this theory or lie was transfemme, so I do not know. I currently have 2 more months of pills and dont intend to stop right now so I wont find out yet.
The other thing is you wont be able to hide the changes from your parents. Once your breast Budd they are there for all to see. And being so young id expect good results.
As far as feminizing your body thou or becoming a woman I do suggest you think it over long and hard very hard it is a decision that will affect the rest of your life. Im sure all of us here will support you in it but make sure its something you want and know why you want it.
If your parents support you thou after you have talked with them explained to them why you need this, I would suggest going to a gender therapist and having atleast one session with them at your age its not going to hurt your just going to talk and discuss what you want to do.
If you do start on BO please let your body get use to it start at no higher then 2 pills a day for a month then if your growth stalls rev up by 1 pill each time it stalls rev up by one pill.
Please do not think by taking 10 pills a day your going to get faster results you could physically harm yourself.
I am at 1 year. And currently my program goes from 8-12 pills in for a week for 3 weeks. You can look up my thread if you want plenty of pictures there for results but please again do not start above 2 pills and do not harm your body.
Good luck and I wish you the best
Nikki9
PS what your attracted to is your own preference taking BO will not change that. My balls have not shrunk much or fallen off yet