[rollerone]

Thank you ladies for your support and encouragement. I have been looking into on line therapy as it is the only way to do it at this time. Even before this awakening I was spending time at susans  place reading what some of their experiences have been. I have not seen any one who has major regrets for what ever they went thru and their journey. The last few days I have realized for the last two years I have been in denial of what is to be and how far I will go.  The feelings I am having still feel so right for myself, when I look in the mirror I see someone who will probably never pass as fully female but that does not stop my feeling of stepping into womanhood. I also realize that I have to go slow with this because of family wife and children.  As I have had to go back to being employed is another reason for being in stealth mode for now but still does not stop my feelings of being so right. I have cut back on the pm also for now to slow my growth down some.  This just feels wonderful.       Jazmynne.