[Bluegill]

Welcome Crapet,
Your story is exciting. Redirecting man after an MTF transition is rare. Today, you assume a balance half man, half woman and you love to develop your breasts with female hormones. It remains to be seen whether you have become sterile and impotent.
I admire your big hormonized chest. I dream of having the same while remaining a man. Why hide it? Would you be ashamed of the person you are ...

Transitioning back to male after a MTF transition does happen. But usually it happens early in the transition, not so much later as in my case. And unfortunately many MTFs look down on someone who does what I did, even after knowing my reasons. As far as becoming sterile and impotent, I was sterile long before I started taking estrogen. I had a vasectomy years before. I'm not impotent, although it takes more effort and time now. But I'm not a young man any more either, so even that's not a big issue. And it's not that I'm ashamed of who I am or what I look like. As I said, I don't particularly care what people think. It just takes some getting used to having female breasts again now that I am living as a male.