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I'll be honest. "Growing a pair" is for me a form of fetishism, not related to any will to transition or because I feel like a woman (which I don't).
I am a life long crossdresser that rarely goes out, I am happily married and I have a young kid, and for some reason I just find erotic the idea of having breasts. Since they started having weight and a bit of shape, let's say since they starter being "a handful", the mirror is my favourite porn movie. This time on PM, the third altogether, I am having a lot less erectile problems and, actually, having breasts to grab 24/7 keeps me horny all the time.
I have no idea about how far I will go. I expect the wife to bring the subject up and at that point I'll have to work out enough to shed some extra fat on my chest. Still, even thinking of that moment is strangely exciting. It's like reading transgender erotica "a la carte".
Am I the only one?
I'll be honest. "Growing a pair" is for me a form of fetishism, not related to any will to transition or because I feel like a woman (which I don't).
I am a life long crossdresser that rarely goes out, I am happily married and I have a young kid, and for some reason I just find erotic the idea of having breasts. Since they started having weight and a bit of shape, let's say since they starter being "a handful", the mirror is my favourite porn movie. This time on PM, the third altogether, I am having a lot less erectile problems and, actually, having breasts to grab 24/7 keeps me horny all the time.
I have no idea about how far I will go. I expect the wife to bring the subject up and at that point I'll have to work out enough to shed some extra fat on my chest. Still, even thinking of that moment is strangely exciting. It's like reading transgender erotica "a la carte".
Am I the only one?