[The First Aria]

Well, for me Julie, I have been keen that there was another side of me.  For many years I wondered why, I came to the conclusion early on, that many males have a female side.  Just some don't need to control it that it comes natural to keep it subdued....  while others let it ruin their lives, loves and careers.  

For me, the reason for HRT is more of discovery and balance..  I love walking the definite opposite sides of the "fence".  Totally male with boobs one day...  maybe next day, a women with a penis.

I know, for some, that doesn't make sense.  But somehow for me it does.  So therefore it is both calming and cathartic in nature. So, it helps me fulfill both sides of the equation in that regards.