[Ways Tonn]

[adult content ahead. Kids be advised]

I'll be honest. "Growing a pair" is for me a form of fetishism, not related to any will to transition or because I feel like a woman (which I don't).
I am a life long crossdresser that rarely goes out, I am happily married and I have a young kid, and for some reason I just find erotic the idea of having breasts. Since they started having weight and a bit of shape, let's say since they starter being "a handful", the mirror is my favourite porn movie. This time on PM, the third altogether, I am having a lot less erectile problems and, actually, having breasts to grab 24/7 keeps me horny all the time.
I have no idea about how far I will go. I expect the wife to bring the subject up and at that point I'll have to work out enough to shed some extra fat on my chest. Still, even thinking of that moment is strangely exciting. It's like reading transgender erotica "a la carte".

Am I the only one?

everything here is iidentical to me. I'm married as well and one day have kids so I have to ask especially being 30 for myself how do you deal with gaining breasts ilike you am smaller but  it h've a fair handful especially when I sit or lay down. it is def my biggest turn on and it gets me ready to go more than seeing m wife naked and as bland as our sex life is I don't feel too bad by that. but nothing is sexier to me than being on top of her and seeing my chest now damn near clapping from the motion and jiggle.i can still pass as male but I'm nervous as heck and excited the same for one day to have a chest that is unmistakably female