[The First Aria]

That's interesting! !   I wonder if your body and or your mind was telling you that your going in the wrong direction????

Possibly, though my body did like the increased energy levels the higher T gave me.

I totally get it....  My energy levels is just now coming back up with HRT.  My GD said it could be a full year after start and E levels at their optimum.  So, with you not doing AA, it could be a little different???