[Elissa-FinallyAChick]

I had to stop HRT for five days somewhere in January. In a matter of days I was suicidal as fuck and terrified of remasculinization and erections coming back. When I got back on mones after those five days my brains cleared up again. I'm addicted to Estradiol, literally. I could never ever stop hormones even if I wanted to try. Estradiol is a helluva drug that makes me feel so womanly and gives me the appearence that I have always wanted. I'm so disguested when I look at old pictures of pre-transition where I still have those hollow cheeks and sharp features. Much much happier with how I look on HRT. 
The only thing that sucks is the mood swings and anxiety from time to time. For the rest, only benefits. Sex drive is much more pleasant on mones, more self-confidence,...