[Myranda]

Mind you when I was sat there with growing sensitive breasts I reflected and thought of a stunning beautiful transsexual I chat with and who keeps underestimating and understating her beauty and thought if I were her age in life, had her looks, her figure, her lack of constraints, I Would transition in a heartbeat and dump all this roller coaster stuff

It's tough for older girls like us

I love and enjoy my life , but this constant obsession

?????


Julie

I know exactly what you mean.  Once I was shown this door and opened it and walked through, every time I try to exit and leave it behind, I find myself having turned around and walking back through it.  And oddly enough, every time I go further.

And now, this time, I'm not sure I want to stop.  I don't really feel any different.  Not better and certainly not worse, except for the hole this decision/path has created.