[breastman59]

I have come to this party late...BUT......I have bought herbals...started taking,throw away with a WTF....bought again,toss again...over and over for the last probably 8 years...have a pretty good case of gyno going on that look more female than male anymore...and like all of you,it just plain feels right that they are there...its like in my head and heart they are supposed to be there, and have been missing....NO interest in transitioning...have gone as far as yesterday trying to find out how to delete this profile...but OHHHHH LOOK...I am still here....tonight have gone as far as looking at on-line pharmacies for do it yourself hrt...thinking I could get a low dose and make this insane noise in me head stop....So still here,still male.....the funny part of this....I am a gay male...now imagine how that would work.....lol.....sometimes there are cruel jokes played on us....right???  Oh and I have bought and tossed more bras than VS has in stock.....I CAN fit into a 40 c......

Just think about it breastman....  If you were born female, you would be normal, if there is such a condition, you would naturally love men cause you would be cis female.....   What I am trying to say is this....  Perhaps, you were suppose to be female, but the chemistry got screwed up somehow en vitro.   Thus you took on the male characteristics, but your brain was still wired as a female.....    In my case, I could never touch a male sexually, but just love everything feminine.  My point???   My therapist suggested maybe I was meant to be a CIS Lesbian, that my chemistry got screwed up....  it's an interesting way to look at things though, right?  Her reasoning??  Cause I have no desire to fully transition either. That as you, I feel my breasts as being a very natural part of me and have trouble understanding my wife being taken aback for my outlook....

You know....its funny you mention that as my mother once told me I was supposed to be a girl and was a surprise when I showed up...I can remember times back as early as when I was 13 or 14 that I would pray every night that I would go to bed and wake up female/or at least with breasts....sometimes the noise is just deafening...tonight I could wait to get home from work to put on a bra..it just feels right ...