[Dianna1395]

If the purpose of your Endo is to help you reach your goals, then he isn't doing his job.  Perhaps you should consider a new Endo.  

Just what does he consider the risks of a higher dose of E?

My Endo says any higher than 2mg of oral E greatly increases the risk of blood clots, stroke, and cancers.

He also likes to throw it in my face that helping me reach my goals is already going against his Hippocratical Oath.

I have also mentioned before that I would rather be a dead woman than live the rest of my life in a man's body.

We've asked, please remind us: Why can't you get a new Endo?
-Dianna