[AliP]

If it helps any, I'm almost 63, married at 20, 4 kids and 11 Grandkids.  It's tough, but deal the best you can with it.  There should be local chapters of LGBTQ community you can contact.  They can give you names and contact info to Gender Therapists and Doctors that specialize in our problems.  Don't try to tough it out on your own, I tried for many years and it's life in hell.

Welcome aboard, many here can give you fairly simple sound advice, but no one walks in your shoes.

Thank you Aria it does help thank you! made me feel better!

Ali