02-11-2017, 03:16 PM
to be honest, when I first started reading about PM here i thought it was all a joke, some sort of Hoax website designed to sell PM products, and i only found here in the first place through searching for something else entirely and this place kept popping up over the week, so i came here to see why.
after reading a bit (about 3 weeks) I finaly joined, and needless to say ordered some PM and BO, I was actually more interested in the BO, especial with all these stories of reaching a point of no return after 6 months, that whole idea of "point of no return" and having a runaway reaction where you start producing your own Estrogen was Very apealing to me, i mean REALLY apealing!
I found the idea enticing in a way I can`t even explain, I was nervous but also excited by the idea. needless to say i bought some, 6 months worth in fact! LOL
Somehow there was something in me that Really wanted this to happen to me, a point of no return, female whether I like it or not!
part of me Must have known, even though I had no idea myself.
Cutting a long story short, I started taking them and they Worked! and my brain was like "yay!!! You finaly figured it out!", the noise was gone and so much other changes mentally that took place I just KNEW this was for me, so I took my pills in ever increasing amounts to maintain the same effect, and stuff started to "unlock" in my brain, I became quite aware of who i was and what I was! almost like comming around from amnesia and regaining all your memories, everything was perfectly clear to me. needless to say i wasted no time sourcing proper HRT and blockers, and just under a year later I`m living full time as Female!
after reading a bit (about 3 weeks) I finaly joined, and needless to say ordered some PM and BO, I was actually more interested in the BO, especial with all these stories of reaching a point of no return after 6 months, that whole idea of "point of no return" and having a runaway reaction where you start producing your own Estrogen was Very apealing to me, i mean REALLY apealing!
I found the idea enticing in a way I can`t even explain, I was nervous but also excited by the idea. needless to say i bought some, 6 months worth in fact! LOL
Somehow there was something in me that Really wanted this to happen to me, a point of no return, female whether I like it or not!
part of me Must have known, even though I had no idea myself.
Cutting a long story short, I started taking them and they Worked! and my brain was like "yay!!! You finaly figured it out!", the noise was gone and so much other changes mentally that took place I just KNEW this was for me, so I took my pills in ever increasing amounts to maintain the same effect, and stuff started to "unlock" in my brain, I became quite aware of who i was and what I was! almost like comming around from amnesia and regaining all your memories, everything was perfectly clear to me. needless to say i wasted no time sourcing proper HRT and blockers, and just under a year later I`m living full time as Female!