19-11-2017, 09:13 AM
I realised the more I read about the transhuman condition in today's world, the more afraid of my future I am. My choices then tend to be driven by fear, my transition gets less genuine, it's taken away from me. This seems especially true about the info feed coming from over the Atlantic (and really, how does American reality pertain to my reality?).
I still hold on to this innocent and ignorant feeling of entitlement to self-determination and acceptance. I still feel that it's a weak and faulty person who turns his/her back on me just because I've decided to change and that he/she should just try harder and be better. I want to keep this delusion as long as possible. Therefore when I read something very negative, usually I just stop.
I see you stay mostly in the house and this might be your only connection with the trans community, but is it worth it?
I still hold on to this innocent and ignorant feeling of entitlement to self-determination and acceptance. I still feel that it's a weak and faulty person who turns his/her back on me just because I've decided to change and that he/she should just try harder and be better. I want to keep this delusion as long as possible. Therefore when I read something very negative, usually I just stop.
I see you stay mostly in the house and this might be your only connection with the trans community, but is it worth it?