[bathtub-alchemist]

try dropping all the labels of transgender, woman, denial, bigender and ask yourself what do I want?  when in my life was I happiest, and what was I doing/thinking about.  Do I like low dose hrt?  do I want to try full dose HRT?  how did I feel on NBE?  Do I want to present full time as male or female, or do I want to present as either based on how I feel? ETC.  When you don't feel like you have to conform to certain labels its easier to be honest about what you really want.

Being true to YOURSELF is the best thing you can do for your family.  Trust me.  I have 2 kids and a wife, and the more true I am to myself, the better off they are