[Katie]

I too like the idea of the point of no return, crazy as it sounds.

Not crazy at all  
when i first started the whole point of no return idea was like a dream come true, and while later when I decided to legally start transitioning I was Really looking forward to Psychs telling that I had to live Full Time for a year as part of my transition.
it was like I was seeking permission or someone else go-ahead.

the thing they Both have in common is that Both scenarious remove to some degree the Personaly responsibility of it.

well i was just experimenting with herbs a little bit, and there was a runaway reaction and now it`s taking me all the way!!!!
or i`m only doing it because the Doctor told me I had to!

both absolve you from owning your true nature.

if it`s any consolation, Accepting it as Julie said will go a long way to bringing you inner peace.

Namaste. xx