[Katie]

Anyways I did it again today, dressed even bolder. Kids were tamer today but I still panicked quite a lot. Was even afraid to look at the adults. Not good:/. But I'm gonna do it until we all get used to it!

Interesting! I had this same realisation during my dalliance with androgeny as well. I found that the Further I went into Full-On femme the less looks I got. I would put on stuff that was Way out my comfort zone, stuff that was unambiguously femme do full-on makeup and get absolutely No Looks whatsoever!???

I came to the conclusion that playing the Androgeny game (especially around here) was a great way to shorten my lifespan, and that if i wanted to be safe, I had drop the "mental safety" of androgeny and just got for it and present fully as myself.
there was no Objective safety in androgeny, quite the opposite, I had to Commit or back down. It was also at This point that I went on to a full transition dose as well.
Sometimes you`ve just got to have faith and make that leap! xx