19-01-2018, 04:55 PM
I`v never seen a therapist of any sort and only been back to my doctors once since I started transition, so i wish someone had told me! LOL.
It was like Who`s this strange Woman looking back at me? what`s she doing in my bathroom? She`s kinda nice! is that Me!?... all taking place in a fraction of second, it was like Freaky Friday body-swap movie whe they first realise that they`ve changed bodies (I can so relate to that now!).
the only thing I can think of that might have done this, and feel free to offere a different opinion if you think it sounds like bullsh!t, but Maybe I`d been so used to seeing a different image over the majority of my life (50 years), and was so involved n watching my film that I`d "forgotten" that i`d changed anythng, and That`s what`s caused me to actually "see Myself" for the first time as if I were an Objective viewer.
I can`t really think of anything else it could be?
It was like Who`s this strange Woman looking back at me? what`s she doing in my bathroom? She`s kinda nice! is that Me!?... all taking place in a fraction of second, it was like Freaky Friday body-swap movie whe they first realise that they`ve changed bodies (I can so relate to that now!).
the only thing I can think of that might have done this, and feel free to offere a different opinion if you think it sounds like bullsh!t, but Maybe I`d been so used to seeing a different image over the majority of my life (50 years), and was so involved n watching my film that I`d "forgotten" that i`d changed anythng, and That`s what`s caused me to actually "see Myself" for the first time as if I were an Objective viewer.
I can`t really think of anything else it could be?