[The First Aria]

On my way to the movies with a friend .. In daylight.

Going out to the movies, in daylight !!

I had to return an item of clothing to a local store, feeling very exposed.. 
I get back into my car, playing over in my mind the people that kept looking at me. 
Then a light bulb went off .. Maybe, just maybe I am passing too well.?? All the people that were obviously looking at me were guys @ 40 to 50 years of age .. Oohhhh ( pass the barf bag ).

On top of that, I knew the lady at the returns counter. She took my return, asked me what the problem was and refunded the money. Never once indicating that she actually recognised me ..

Maybe that lady truly didn't recognize you.  My therapist said once to me, that the reason many transexuals fail the first few outings, is NOT because they are still male....  ( cause they are not once SRS is done) but because in there minds, they feel like they are trying to cheat or fool others into believing they are females and thus feel they are NOT worthy?  

Another words, it's bound to fail if you do not feel female....