[jannet.duff]

Here is an update, so to speak.
I just have to share this with you.
Some days are soooo much better than others. After a confidence building weekend, it just rolled right into Monday. I had an appointment with my Gender therapist at our local hospital, as usual now its pay and display. Car park is packed with people walking around, and I had to wait to use the machine. Crossing the road to the hospital i helped a much older lady around the snow bank and had a natter about the weather and hopefully spring will be here soon. I held the button on the elevator for an ordely pulling carts of food, we chatted about how the food smelled, and he explained what was being served tonight. After my therapist meeting my wife and I went shopping, were I interacted with sales personnel.

Now, it finaly hit me driving home, I had interacted with different  people all evening and I had ZERO anxiety feelings. I thought WOW, this has to be the best feeling in the world. To finally be treated and interact with other people whilst presenting in my true gender.