25-03-2018, 12:04 AM
Another gloriously wonderfull chat with my wife ...not
Let me set the scenario.. My wife aready knows I intend to be out full time hopefully by the summer, she has already made it quite clear that I will have to live in the spare bedroom, not our bedroom when that happens. We will be seperated, but still cohabitating in the same house, but definatly not a couple.
Today she made it quite clear that I should "expect" to not get invited to my either of my sons college/university graduations, or weddings when they finally get married. I should expect to be left out of all our friends get togethers. This is all my fault for the path I have taken. I asked if I should be expected to put my life on hold, just to make everyone else happy. Before she answered I indicated I may as well just end my life now, it's obvious that come the summer I will be dead to everyone around me anyway.
Then she asks we about surgery, I told her I have thought about different options, and I want my lower half to match how I present myself. With this she got damn right nasty, I always have her the impression I was going to keep my junk. I had to let her know, my ideas on were I am heading and what direction for surgery has and will change in time. But even if I apply today, it could be well over 12 months before I get to go for surgery.. So given the fact that once I come out full time, you want a seperation, then really what business is it of yours what I intend to do or not do in the future.
You can say I am not having a wonderful day.
Let me set the scenario.. My wife aready knows I intend to be out full time hopefully by the summer, she has already made it quite clear that I will have to live in the spare bedroom, not our bedroom when that happens. We will be seperated, but still cohabitating in the same house, but definatly not a couple.
Today she made it quite clear that I should "expect" to not get invited to my either of my sons college/university graduations, or weddings when they finally get married. I should expect to be left out of all our friends get togethers. This is all my fault for the path I have taken. I asked if I should be expected to put my life on hold, just to make everyone else happy. Before she answered I indicated I may as well just end my life now, it's obvious that come the summer I will be dead to everyone around me anyway.
Then she asks we about surgery, I told her I have thought about different options, and I want my lower half to match how I present myself. With this she got damn right nasty, I always have her the impression I was going to keep my junk. I had to let her know, my ideas on were I am heading and what direction for surgery has and will change in time. But even if I apply today, it could be well over 12 months before I get to go for surgery.. So given the fact that once I come out full time, you want a seperation, then really what business is it of yours what I intend to do or not do in the future.
You can say I am not having a wonderful day.