[Darlene]

Hi Darlene
Welcome to the forum.
How much growth do you have?
Have you thought of transition or are you just having fun?
Bobbi

Hi Bobbi,

Thanks for the reply.  I will try replying again, my previous reply got lost somehow...

I wear a 38b to 40A/B bra, I don't have a soft tape for measuring so not sure of the amount of growth.  I am 6' 208lbs, 56 years old.    The longest I have been on HRT without a break is 3-4 months, but I have cycled on/off HRT many times.  I have had breast buds form and they flattened into disks with a hole in the center.  The bud discs develop more when I restart HRT.  I have been self conscious at times when taking a shower at the gym or going topless at a friends pool party when on HRT, I ended up getting in the pool so that my breasts were underwater.  When I am active on HRT my breasts project more when I am leaning forward.

I am not considering transitioning at this time, although I wouldn't rule out that possibility in the future.  For now I would like to strike a balance between my masculine and feminine side.  I do enjoy some of the calmness and pink fog when active on HRT.  Developing breasts and feminization is more than just fun for me now, I find I relate more and more to having breasts and developing female features and feminine emotions, etc.  I enjoy feeling my breasts swell on HRT, and the soreness of new growth, and how HRT affects my emotions, etc.

Starting/stopping HRT is not fun and often I feel sick for a period of time and have trouble concentrating and doing the engineering work that I do when altering my hormone levels.  I guess I tend to binge on HRT and cross dressing at this time, I am currently still very much in the closet with all of this.

Darlene