26-05-2018, 10:25 PM
Dear Julie Sis,
who do you mean? Me?
I'm not shy to answer; it just takes me some time.
So to answer your questions...
1. Who here after taking pm, hrt is more open too or now wishes a sexual experience with a Man
I am experiencing this. However, it is not that easy because I've been feeling curious since at least my 17th or 18th year of age and with years it just grew stronger. In fact, the more feminine I am the stronger the curiosity is. I think PM or HRT just served as tangible affirmation that I have chosen the path to realise my feminine self. So I don't think that PM or HRT changed this alone. On the other side with cyproterone (Androcur) my libido is pretty much very down.
2. If you were are bisexual are you now leaning more towards lovemaking with a man
Well, right now I consider myself bisexual. However, some friends who know about me and had an opportunity to be with me as a real me thinks I am straight, it means androphilic. Right now I would like to try to be with a man, but I really don't know what the result would be.
3. Do you now fantasise heavily about being with a man
Heh, I don't fantasise about it much. Before HRT different interesting fantasies were more common. I think it is the effect of cyproterone reducing my libido and therefore I don't feel a need to have many sexual fantasies, at least not "involuntary" ones. If I really wish so, I can fantasise and in such case yes, fantasizing about me being with a man as a woman gives me a stronger kick. Hm, to be honest, it is almost the only thing that can ignite my libido now.
4. If you were suddenly single again would you date or make love with men
Yes, I would like to have this experience. Mostly as part of experiential exploration. In case of gender identity, this approach of trying things and checking how do I feel with them was successful. If I had an opportunity to apply such approach to my sexual orientation, I would try it. But with that being said, I just can't imagine actually living with a man or having a serious relationship with one. Some attributes inherently connected to masculinity are really repulsive to me. They are mostly behavioural aspects...
I think it would have to be rather a really special kind of guy to accommodate me. On the other side, I'd like to try to be in a lesbian relationship as well. I mean relationship in which my female partner will accept me fully as a woman. Right now with my current girlfriend, I have to fight for this recognition and, to be honest, it is quite gruelling.
E.
who do you mean? Me?
I'm not shy to answer; it just takes me some time. So to answer your questions...
1. Who here after taking pm, hrt is more open too or now wishes a sexual experience with a Man
I am experiencing this. However, it is not that easy because I've been feeling curious since at least my 17th or 18th year of age and with years it just grew stronger. In fact, the more feminine I am the stronger the curiosity is. I think PM or HRT just served as tangible affirmation that I have chosen the path to realise my feminine self. So I don't think that PM or HRT changed this alone. On the other side with cyproterone (Androcur) my libido is pretty much very down.
2. If you were are bisexual are you now leaning more towards lovemaking with a man
Well, right now I consider myself bisexual. However, some friends who know about me and had an opportunity to be with me as a real me thinks I am straight, it means androphilic. Right now I would like to try to be with a man, but I really don't know what the result would be.
3. Do you now fantasise heavily about being with a man
Heh, I don't fantasise about it much. Before HRT different interesting fantasies were more common. I think it is the effect of cyproterone reducing my libido and therefore I don't feel a need to have many sexual fantasies, at least not "involuntary" ones. If I really wish so, I can fantasise and in such case yes, fantasizing about me being with a man as a woman gives me a stronger kick. Hm, to be honest, it is almost the only thing that can ignite my libido now.
4. If you were suddenly single again would you date or make love with men
Yes, I would like to have this experience. Mostly as part of experiential exploration. In case of gender identity, this approach of trying things and checking how do I feel with them was successful. If I had an opportunity to apply such approach to my sexual orientation, I would try it. But with that being said, I just can't imagine actually living with a man or having a serious relationship with one. Some attributes inherently connected to masculinity are really repulsive to me. They are mostly behavioural aspects...
I think it would have to be rather a really special kind of guy to accommodate me. On the other side, I'd like to try to be in a lesbian relationship as well. I mean relationship in which my female partner will accept me fully as a woman. Right now with my current girlfriend, I have to fight for this recognition and, to be honest, it is quite gruelling.E.