23-09-2018, 05:25 PM
Hi Aria,
Since its that time again when you have showed us your wonderful growth, and I asked you about the 'mental part' I thought I'd re read your last thoughts.
You did such an amazing job of describing the real you last time, I'm very curious as too see if you still are holding onto what you said or if the girl is pulling you more in.
Personally I love the way all of you have gone from the 'I dont know" and " it getting narrow up here on top of the fence". and how you have jumped the fence and have stayed sane with it all.
I admire you so much, wanting to be Aria when you are you, and then hopping into dad and Granpa mode.
Thats pretty much the way i feel, but I just dont have the lure to do my hair and wear a dress all day.
I dress every night and enjoy the girl that looks back at me from the mirror, but those are special times. My normal day is up at 5:30, feed the cats, put on my scrubby dubbies and head to the garage to get dirty. Then about 5:30 I shower, mascara lipstick earrings bra and what ever dress suits my mood for the night.
I was thinking this morning about when I was working from home and was stuck inside at my computer all day.
I was always full femme, pantihose, hair done, makeup and a well thought outfit for the day.
That was so much fun and I could have fallen into that life forever. Things happen and now those are very pleasant memories. Now I cant even think about pantihose, and heels---phew.
Ok so I've stolen enough of your thread. I'll wait for your missive
Huggs
Bobbi
PS
Where is lotus these days?
Since its that time again when you have showed us your wonderful growth, and I asked you about the 'mental part' I thought I'd re read your last thoughts.
You did such an amazing job of describing the real you last time, I'm very curious as too see if you still are holding onto what you said or if the girl is pulling you more in.
Personally I love the way all of you have gone from the 'I dont know" and " it getting narrow up here on top of the fence". and how you have jumped the fence and have stayed sane with it all.
I admire you so much, wanting to be Aria when you are you, and then hopping into dad and Granpa mode.
Thats pretty much the way i feel, but I just dont have the lure to do my hair and wear a dress all day.
I dress every night and enjoy the girl that looks back at me from the mirror, but those are special times. My normal day is up at 5:30, feed the cats, put on my scrubby dubbies and head to the garage to get dirty. Then about 5:30 I shower, mascara lipstick earrings bra and what ever dress suits my mood for the night.
I was thinking this morning about when I was working from home and was stuck inside at my computer all day.
I was always full femme, pantihose, hair done, makeup and a well thought outfit for the day.
That was so much fun and I could have fallen into that life forever. Things happen and now those are very pleasant memories. Now I cant even think about pantihose, and heels---phew.
Ok so I've stolen enough of your thread. I'll wait for your missive
Huggs
Bobbi
PS
Where is lotus these days?

