[Nipply Russel]

Yeah you are budding, congratulations you are one of us now. What's your goal ?

Thanks. I wish I knew. I wish I could just transform my body into a female one when no one was around and back to myself at will, but that ain't gonna happen. I guess my goal is tiny breasts that I could blame on dropping T levels due to being in my low 50s. Of course, larger, more feminine nipples would be wonderful. And a girlfriend who likes to play with them. The thing is, I just can't see my girlfriend getting into this. She's not very sexual (or kinky). After reading one thread on here, it occurred to me that I could blame my new boobs on my efforts to curb my libido (she's perimenopausal) in order to be more compatible with her. I could pretend that I didn't notice the side effect until it was too late. 

I'm worried about all of this and how to deal with it, but I can't seem to stop. Sound familiar? On the other hand, I'm thinking that a wee bit of nipple and boob won't really be noticeable on my hairy, middle-aged chest. On the other hand, these suckers will probably stick out on my thin frame. Generous derrières and modest boobs run in my family, so my round tush is a bonus development that I hadn't expected. My waistline was completely unexpected and I'm not sure what to make of it. I've worn a 32" waist jean for years, with 31 being too tight and I feel like I could squeeze into a 30 right now, even though I have some belly fat.

Thanks for listening. It feels so good to share this and your replies really help, because I guess I want someone to share my story with.