[Nipply Russel]

I think the fact of growing breasts just turns me on, but pm cannot control libido whereas hrt can

So in that way pm is addictive as fetish desires are fuelled 

That's my point. We're not talking about a chemical addiction, like one might experience with drugs. You become addicted to the action, the results. Not the PM or hormones.

I've gotten an erection while popping a PM capsule in my mouth. We know that the PM didn't "cause" this, my mind did. And you, your mind will create and fuel the addiction, just like a smoker's brain tells them they need to have that thing in their mouth even after they've broken the chemical addiction to cigarettes.

So...I reiterate my assertion that the "journey" is addictive. The changes, the anticipation, the satisfaction of the need to become feminine, the fetish...whatever it means to you.