19-11-2018, 10:24 PM
I only took PM for a short while before I switched over to HRT. But I have started and stopped HRT many times since 2013, seems like each time I develop a little more breast tissue that stays around after I have stopped and the fat has been redistributed. I enjoy the breast tissue that is left when I'm not on HRT.
I often have stopped HRT for both libido reasons as well as wanting to retain certain strength characteristics of more testosterone, I often go extended down river white water trips and feel I need the muscle strength for my white water rowing trips.
It is nice though when restarting now my breasts and body immediately respond to even just a small dosage of estrogen. The mental as well as physical feeling is appealing even though at times the physical effects take a while to even out and get adjusted to. When not on HRT I feel my breasts and often that does lead to wanting to restart and have them actively growing more tissue and swelling again.
Is that an addiction? Certainly at times maybe a preoccupation which could lead to obsession if I start reading others progress on this website and want my own breasts to fill out my cups better when I wear one of my bras. Or wanting my breasts to bounce more when walking, or see my swollen nipples in the mirror, for me breast growth thoughts and wanting to feel estrogen leads me to trying a little bit for a day which then leads to the next and getting into the anti-androgens as well for several weeks or months at a time.
I often have stopped HRT for both libido reasons as well as wanting to retain certain strength characteristics of more testosterone, I often go extended down river white water trips and feel I need the muscle strength for my white water rowing trips.
It is nice though when restarting now my breasts and body immediately respond to even just a small dosage of estrogen. The mental as well as physical feeling is appealing even though at times the physical effects take a while to even out and get adjusted to. When not on HRT I feel my breasts and often that does lead to wanting to restart and have them actively growing more tissue and swelling again.
Is that an addiction? Certainly at times maybe a preoccupation which could lead to obsession if I start reading others progress on this website and want my own breasts to fill out my cups better when I wear one of my bras. Or wanting my breasts to bounce more when walking, or see my swollen nipples in the mirror, for me breast growth thoughts and wanting to feel estrogen leads me to trying a little bit for a day which then leads to the next and getting into the anti-androgens as well for several weeks or months at a time.