I thank you all for your replies. And because of them I decided not to use either the PM cream or use coconut oil in my massages anymore. I am simply not ready for all the potential undesired effects. It's really a shame because I really do want to increase my breast tissue in my right boob, but I feel I'm barely hanging on with the changes that happened to me in late November/early December. The best part of the ordeal was the increased nipple sensitivity and I want both my nipples to feel like that...
I've always been self-conscious with my boobs, even though they ARE basically all fat. As I stated in my introduction, it changed my life forever... And when I developed real breast tissue on my already larger boob, it really shook me. Although it's STILL mostly fat, I can SEE the change. My sister agreed that it looks fuller than before... It may not bother many, if not all other people, but it does bother me. I don't think I can handle any more of it for the time being...
But will it be forever? Hope not. I already told my sister I want large boobs, and she's okay with it as long as they are smaller than hers. I just can't continue with my short-term goal of being or close to being symmetrical. Long-term goal is still D cup or larger...sometime in the future. I'll even use the pills.
I was inspired with my last reply because when I woke up Dec. 19, at 3pm (I had to work that night), I felt some encouraging deep pain in my right boob. But when I moved a little, my left nipple and boob re-gained sensations that I had back in Nov/Dec. I massaged with coconut oil before bed, and have been doing so for a few days (previously with NatureDay). I got really scared, just like before... It took me over two hours to fall back asleep, if I ever did...
So... Will noogling and massage without any oil still work? I'm still off for two weeks in early January 2019 to get a jump-start... I'll use the Large cups to noogle with. Even though I barely turn pink with those, I've never had a problem with that size.
But I'm actually scared of coconut oil right now - I don't think I'll ever eat movie-theater popcorn again... I'm pretty sure it was coconut oil with all the popcorn I ate that caused the Nov/Dec thing. Nothing else makes sense...
Side note - I did develop tissue on my right boob during the Nov/Dec time frame. I can actually do the Chi massage without readjusting my hand a million times now. But since it's smaller to begin with, the size increase is barely noticeable...
I've always been self-conscious with my boobs, even though they ARE basically all fat. As I stated in my introduction, it changed my life forever... And when I developed real breast tissue on my already larger boob, it really shook me. Although it's STILL mostly fat, I can SEE the change. My sister agreed that it looks fuller than before... It may not bother many, if not all other people, but it does bother me. I don't think I can handle any more of it for the time being...
But will it be forever? Hope not. I already told my sister I want large boobs, and she's okay with it as long as they are smaller than hers. I just can't continue with my short-term goal of being or close to being symmetrical. Long-term goal is still D cup or larger...sometime in the future. I'll even use the pills.
I was inspired with my last reply because when I woke up Dec. 19, at 3pm (I had to work that night), I felt some encouraging deep pain in my right boob. But when I moved a little, my left nipple and boob re-gained sensations that I had back in Nov/Dec. I massaged with coconut oil before bed, and have been doing so for a few days (previously with NatureDay). I got really scared, just like before... It took me over two hours to fall back asleep, if I ever did...
So... Will noogling and massage without any oil still work? I'm still off for two weeks in early January 2019 to get a jump-start... I'll use the Large cups to noogle with. Even though I barely turn pink with those, I've never had a problem with that size.
But I'm actually scared of coconut oil right now - I don't think I'll ever eat movie-theater popcorn again... I'm pretty sure it was coconut oil with all the popcorn I ate that caused the Nov/Dec thing. Nothing else makes sense...
Side note - I did develop tissue on my right boob during the Nov/Dec time frame. I can actually do the Chi massage without readjusting my hand a million times now. But since it's smaller to begin with, the size increase is barely noticeable...