19-01-2019, 05:16 AM
Reading Julie's S.A.G.E results, those could easily be mine, although I haven't taken the test. I first saw trans porn around 30 years ago and I was immediately and completely drawn to it. I found that I didn't want to be with the trans person, I wanted to BE them. The idea of having breasts was overwhelming and never went away. I feel lucky to have found this group. In particular, I would hate to think that the group doesn't consider a somewhat masculine, CIS male's interest in having breasts/feminine features worthy of inclusion into the group.
But the struggle with not wanting to change gender, while still wanting female features, is a real one. I'm starting to grow breasts and I often wonder what the hell I'm doing (see my progress thread for ongoing thoughts on the whole thing). Clearly, there are many shades here. I thought it was supposed to be all or nothing, but I was wrong. As it turns out, we all fit in here.
And yeah, I'm too lazy to be a woman, for sure! Too much work. And as a feminist, I'm grateful that I wasn't born a woman in a man's world. But if I could transform into a complete, passable, beautiful woman at will, I'd definitely do it on weekends!
But the struggle with not wanting to change gender, while still wanting female features, is a real one. I'm starting to grow breasts and I often wonder what the hell I'm doing (see my progress thread for ongoing thoughts on the whole thing). Clearly, there are many shades here. I thought it was supposed to be all or nothing, but I was wrong. As it turns out, we all fit in here.
And yeah, I'm too lazy to be a woman, for sure! Too much work. And as a feminist, I'm grateful that I wasn't born a woman in a man's world. But if I could transform into a complete, passable, beautiful woman at will, I'd definitely do it on weekends!