27-11-2010, 06:36 PM
Good morning all,
Thanks again to Chrissie for her realistic and relevant insight on this issue. I have been on a PM regime for one month. Like her, I have development between my nipple and underarm, as well as enlarged nipple diameter, erect and heat sensitive nipples and my first wave of anxiety about my up and coming changes. My wife does not yet see the growth, but can easily feel a new fullness in my chest and posterior. Clothing choices have become a variable too. I vowed that I would not buy any more male tailored clothing, and I am showing through my t shirts and polo type shirts. I have chosen to start wearing bras all the time now for the femme buzz as well as helping to train the new girls. I can look down at my double pocketed work shirt while seated and plainly see the growing peaks mentioned by Chrissie. Trying to come to terms with the fact that I am consciously feminizing my body and mind is taking a great deal of energy and dedication. I came out to my Mom recently,as I realized that which we try to keep hidden, keeps us from living. She asked if I was gay, I said I liked girls so much I wanted to be one. She said that simplifies her need for Christmas ideas, woohoo, J.Jill for me!
Anyway, I am not looking forward to the first time my dad hugs me and feels much more of me where there once was not, but I'll cross that burning bridge when get there.
Melody
Thanks again to Chrissie for her realistic and relevant insight on this issue. I have been on a PM regime for one month. Like her, I have development between my nipple and underarm, as well as enlarged nipple diameter, erect and heat sensitive nipples and my first wave of anxiety about my up and coming changes. My wife does not yet see the growth, but can easily feel a new fullness in my chest and posterior. Clothing choices have become a variable too. I vowed that I would not buy any more male tailored clothing, and I am showing through my t shirts and polo type shirts. I have chosen to start wearing bras all the time now for the femme buzz as well as helping to train the new girls. I can look down at my double pocketed work shirt while seated and plainly see the growing peaks mentioned by Chrissie. Trying to come to terms with the fact that I am consciously feminizing my body and mind is taking a great deal of energy and dedication. I came out to my Mom recently,as I realized that which we try to keep hidden, keeps us from living. She asked if I was gay, I said I liked girls so much I wanted to be one. She said that simplifies her need for Christmas ideas, woohoo, J.Jill for me!
Anyway, I am not looking forward to the first time my dad hugs me and feels much more of me where there once was not, but I'll cross that burning bridge when get there.
Melody