18-04-2019, 12:02 PM
I know where your coming from julie.
I know I felt the same way started out as a way to control my very aggressive male side to save my marriage and sanity.
Didn't really want to grow boobs or never even thought it would go half as far as I am. just wanted to tame the lion so to speak.
I do miss some of the old me on occasion . Like my strength . Now I look at women and instead of thinking wow I would like to rail that I think wow ,how could she wear that or wow that's cute does it come in other colors.
I realize now once you start playing with your hormones that once you get the smallest change in attitude, emotion or physical you are hooked. Now you can't stop no matter how long you manage to stay off you go right back.
I know I felt the same way started out as a way to control my very aggressive male side to save my marriage and sanity.
Didn't really want to grow boobs or never even thought it would go half as far as I am. just wanted to tame the lion so to speak.
I do miss some of the old me on occasion . Like my strength . Now I look at women and instead of thinking wow I would like to rail that I think wow ,how could she wear that or wow that's cute does it come in other colors.
I realize now once you start playing with your hormones that once you get the smallest change in attitude, emotion or physical you are hooked. Now you can't stop no matter how long you manage to stay off you go right back.