18-09-2019, 02:16 AM
Sorry all. I knew I hadn't posted anything about me for a bit, but geeze...... a full year? Wow...
Anyways, whats new. Well, I came out to my family about being Two Spirit, and also the fact that I have been on HRT for over 2 yrs. It went pretty good I feel. Still married, still old and still have boobs!
Also, I need to have hip replacement surgery too.... Fun, eh?
But, I have a general question for you. I know it maybe hard for a few of you to relate, not being Two Spirit and all, but I still value everyone's thoughts. So, here goes.
As of the last 7 months, it's been real hard for my GD to regulate my hormone levels. Like one time they are E @ 400+, the next time 97, and my T @ 15, then the next time up to 300. Many Doctors suggest E at no more than 200 Estrogen, but will accept 300, while they prefer T to be at 25 - 50 but not much higher.
As a consequence, my doctor has recommended and Orchi at least, if not complete SRS. But, here's the rub. I don't want to do it, I would prefer chemical castration as opposed to REAL castration. The main reason is that if I do so, then I would NOT be a true Two Spirit. That I would have to go full time femme. And I just don't think I want that.
So, what's everyone's idea's or thoughts?
XO to all
Aria
Anyways, whats new. Well, I came out to my family about being Two Spirit, and also the fact that I have been on HRT for over 2 yrs. It went pretty good I feel. Still married, still old and still have boobs!
Also, I need to have hip replacement surgery too.... Fun, eh?But, I have a general question for you. I know it maybe hard for a few of you to relate, not being Two Spirit and all, but I still value everyone's thoughts. So, here goes.
As of the last 7 months, it's been real hard for my GD to regulate my hormone levels. Like one time they are E @ 400+, the next time 97, and my T @ 15, then the next time up to 300. Many Doctors suggest E at no more than 200 Estrogen, but will accept 300, while they prefer T to be at 25 - 50 but not much higher.
As a consequence, my doctor has recommended and Orchi at least, if not complete SRS. But, here's the rub. I don't want to do it, I would prefer chemical castration as opposed to REAL castration. The main reason is that if I do so, then I would NOT be a true Two Spirit. That I would have to go full time femme. And I just don't think I want that.
So, what's everyone's idea's or thoughts?
XO to all
Aria