[Drew]

Sorry, wasn't calling anybody weird, just meant that my own feelings and thoughts are kinda weird to me personally.
I still work in a very testosterone infused environment though I have become much calmer and relaxed but in the same instance I know that when the sh.it hits the fan I still have it in me to act appropriately. Sort of a Dr Jekyll and sister Hyde situation.
Every person on this planet has their feminine and masculine side I think. At home I embrace the feminine part of myself that oestrogen gives me, but at work battle to suppress that side of me while at the same time am longing to get home and be myself again.