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It has been a while since my last update, quite a lot has happened but then not much has happened at the same time. Firstly before I give an update on my programme I have done a lot of thinking about where I want to be, how I want to present and what I am happy with. I am happily married and my wife does know about my trans side. I think about 25% of me would like to transition fully but then in moments of clarity the other 75% is quite happy with my masculine side. I think I have finally settled for what I am happy with, and that is something in between. Im very tall with a broad chest but I would like more feminine curves. My wife likes my “dad-bod” and my hairlessness (although it takes a lot of upkeep!) so it will be a best of both worlds. At first I was a little worried about how I look, but no one cares or looks. I live by the beach and no one looks, no one says anything, reading other posts on this forum has given me a lot of reassurance and confidence. 

At the start of last year I was on BO and RM. I took this until my supply ran out, Which was about 4 months. Absolutely nothing happened. Nothing. I know it takes a while to see results but I expected to see at least some shoots of progress. So I went onto the next thing, PM. 

I’ve been on PM since October, apart from a 6 week break over Christmas and January. The dull ache is there and I definitely feel fuller and “pointier”. I’ve attached some progress pictures, mainly for my own record of progress