Thank you so much for the response. From the beginning I told myself I would make sure I quit before budding. I guess each time I started I picked up where I left off causing me to bud. The permanent thing makes my heart beat fast and I get super nervous.
I am really confused. Everything about my life is very masculine. I feel masculine. I am shirtless alot during the summer and cannot have noticeable breasts. But I am really liking the breasts I have. I dont think anyone really notices now. I kind of want just a little more feminine looking breast.
Can I ask you a couple questions?
1. If I stop cold turkey today what happens to the breast buds? Will they just stay the way they are, get smaller, or eventually turn into breast tissue?
2. What if I decide to continue for 12 more days? That was the goal I set. How big of a gamble is it?
3. The lumps are weird. They extend well past my nipples on each side. Kind of like several gumballs all connected in a row. Getting smaller down the line. They are very deep into my chest
4. I haven't been able to exercise my upper body for several months. I had shoulder surgery. The profile pic is my chest with very little muscle. What happens when I start exercising again? I do alot weights
5. I have read once you bud your breast could grow at anytime in the future. Based off diet etc. I have also read once you bud your breast will grow to size they are supposed to.
my biggest fear is my breasts will start growing too big and I won't be able to stop it
Thank you. I am at point i never thought I would be.