[guy_and_lingerie]

Hello friends. I thought long and hard about everyone's advice and opinions. I have been off PM for 21 days. After alot of soul searching I believe it is best for me to not take anymore PM. Thank you everyone for reading my posts and taking the time to respond.

In the 21 days of not taking PM my bust size has grown from 40" to 41 3/4. They still look very feminine and jiggle alot. They feel like breasts. My nipples look kind of recessed sometimes because breast push out around them.

How do I know what is fat and what is breast tissue?  I could use a few pounds, but I am not too overweight. 6 feet tall. 181 pounds.

I am assuming I have some permanent bresst tissue?

I am very aware of them. I am wearing more tank tops under shirts to stop them from jiggling. They squeeze together at night when I lay on my side.  When I bath they feel like a girls breast running my soapy hands over my chest.  I feel like everyone is starring at my chest when my shirt is off.

Here is a link to my post on aienterol forum. It has pictures. I would appreciate your replies.

https://www.ainterolherbs.com/forums/Thread-Off-PM-are-my-breasts-permanent

It seems to me that you are still going back and forth on whether or not you want - or more to the point, can accept - full breasts for yourself.

I can say that I have been there as well - many times.  

Some of us who grow breasts or do other body modifications actually enjoy the journey more than anything else. With continued progress, however, you eventually have to make that decision about living with the outcome.

Your pics look great! Since I do not know you and haven't known or seen you before your changes, I cannot answer whether or not the mass is breast or fat. It does look like breast development to me. Since you have been working out for quite a while, you know your body better than anyone else to answer that question. And by the way, the fact that the nipples are pierced shows an intention to make them stand out!

Reading your descriptions, you obviously enjoy the feeling of having breasts - the jiggling, feeling them in the bath, laying down at  night, and yes, the naughtiness of having them. In other threads, you reveal that you enjoy shaving your body and having a small penis. All of this is a feminine part of yourself.

Since you ask advice, I think you should embrace these attributes and enjoy them as well as the masculine parts of yourself! I know, however, that doing that is very difficult and part of the journey as well. The hard part is getting over what other people will think and just being you. I grapple with that myself, so in no way am I preaching.

I would still advise talking to a therapist to sort out your feelings.

Sincerely wishing you the best!

Joey