[JustAbbey]

diometres22,

Thanks for asking. I'm regularly logging in but not posting much. My new year is going well so far.

As far as progress goes, I got a bit scared at the progress I think I was seeing and decided to back off for the last couple months of 2020. I feel that I made more progress than was to be expected in the four-ish months I was on a regular regimen. So, I think my body responds well to NBE.

I restarted on Sunday and am yet to feel/see any further progress. I'm going to see what happens with the 60 days of PM I currently have on hand. I'm doing the "suppository" method to try and maximize what I have.

I can't wait to regain the sensitivity I was having when on it before. But, I am also approaching this go round without the antsy-ness of "is that what I think it is" kind of emotional knee-jerk reactions.

Really, I'm not at a stage in my life where I can grow to the point of obvious breasts. I need to take baby steps and stop before I get any comments. If I do, then I've gone too far right now. Most likely, I'll just "blow it off" as gynecomastia since I've fought with my weight for several years now, and if I make any weight loss progress, I'll probably just say it was triggered by that or is just presenting itself as I lose weight. I am middle age, so it's not an unlikely possibility.

I can relate   I’ll be curious what different effects you notice with suppository vs oral (if any). Good luck!